WAhhh damm bored got nothing to do, no one online i want to talk and worse just found out i got no break untill the end of my IMH attachment.

Arghhh after this week i am going to CDC for two bloddy weeks. Kinnda not looking forward to it cause every one there is infectious and i am not sure if the immunisation i got is enough to protect them from mi. Anyway i cannot say i dunone to go, so i just going to look on the bright side and go through it head on.

Damm i am very sleppy but i cannot sleep in medical term they call it insomia (like duhh who dunno). Anyway today is like slacking at home day, finnaly i woke up late, no body clock no nagging parent forcing mi to wake up. Today woke up at eleven, Even though i woke up late still feel like shit when i wake up. Lets hope tml can wake up in time if not i gonna be late for morning shift.

Sianzz tml there will be alot of changes in my ward, Firstly i will be changing cubical, just hopping that they dun throw mi in front and secondly the lecturer in charge is no more that guy (dunno to spell his name). Hiazz he is a nice guy, ask him any question and he will answer it, Always giving constructive criticism on ways to improve yourself,Not like other people always saying "u got to be more serious in wat you do".

I mean wat do they mean by that??. When i do procedure, ofcourse i am serious but other den that i cannot be serious. I work like patch Admas, my aim is to put a smile on this sick people face. To mi laughter is the best medication, Seriously have you ever make a patient in pain forget about his pain just for a sec or even before the staff administer his analgesic. ( not bragging!!). My issue is u ask mi to be serious in wat i do, Wat do you mean by this, to be more job focus, you just want mi to learn something during this attachment or you just want mi to act to act more professional.

It does not mean that when i am not serious i am not job focus or not learning anything.

And Wat the use of being professional. i mean if being a professional is being as miserable as the staff now, den i rather get C or D for my attachment.

Look i know why i have been getiing this type of mark, it is because i do not behave as professional as the others.But if u compare mi to the others who act more professional den mi, who enjoy their attachment more and who do the patient like more? I mean u do not have to act too professional to be a good nurse. (Control word ACT TOO)

And if u say i dun learn anything den compare mi to the people who always ask question and always getiing the ans spoon fed to them. I look for ans, i dun ask for it there is a diffrrent.

So if you thing i should be more serious in wat i do please tell i wat should i do to be more serious.

I mean my whole life people have been telling mi this but they never tell mi where, when and how i should be more serious.

Oklah dat enough of wat i think. Anyway i did not plan to wite this when i log into my blog. So this is wat i feel so dun blame mi if there is alot of spelling and grammer mistake.

To end....

Do things you dun regret
Dun do things just because you think it is the rite thing to do.
Break the rule for once.

Ann Chua!!
Tak Ade!!
RESEARCH!!
La Cucaracha!!
IDIOT!!!